from time to time, i get mocked cause i look like a retard because of my braces or because over all I’m ugly… don’t get me wrong, I’m not calling myself damn pretty except in my post where i just sarcastically say that. but the point is, when a person tells you that, it kind of lowers your self esteem… mine, right now is like below negative.

it really hurts when people say that. meh, why do i keep saying people, it’s only one person who keeps telling me that. the worst part is that she’s my good friend, sometimes it’s fun to joke around but these kinds of jokes have their limits. i can’t tell her personally cause i can’t do it. 

SO I FUCKING APOLOGIZE THAT I HAVE THIS GODDAMN FACE BUT THIS IS WHAT I’M BORN WITH AND IM DAMN PROUD OF IT. IF YOU’RE NOT HAPPY, THEN JUST FUCK OFF AND JUST FUCK WITH YOUR FACE. IF I’M DAMN UGLY WELL YOU JUST HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT. 

and please, can you stop telling me that my art is crap cause i know it is can you just mind your own shit.

i swear to god, my blood pressure is off the chain. I’m gonna punch somebody. 

i have never felt this low in my entire life, so thanks for making look crap even in my own eyes. fucking bravo.

finally did something to my hair after a kazillion years.

getting the hang of making gifs (y)

May 19, 2012

damn you Art for ruining my weekend. spent the entire day today in school, specifically in the art room finishing my damn work. AHHHHHHHH I’m not even satisfied with it. dammmmeeeeet.

anyways, that’s not the highlight of the day. after an hour being in school i started to feel hungry so i decided to buy McDonald’s to buy food for me and the others. it literally took 20 minutes to wait for a bus and it was damn hot so i said to myself I’m gonna take any bus that will come whether it’s full or what. and to my luck, the bus that came was going where i wanted to but it was damn full like omg. but what the heck, i went in tap my card and everything then uncle (the bus driver) closed the door. but since it’s damn squishy inside i could only stand by the stairs in front of uncle. SOOOO, all of a sudden he decided to break like not just a cool easy break but a BAAAMMMM break when there were no cars in front. so guess that, i just horridly fell down the stairs. if the door was open, i could’ve went straight to the road. so i took all the courage i have remaining and stood up act like I’m cool and shit. BUUUUUUUUT, the driver was like, “OH DID YOU FALL?” 

oh no, just thought it’d be fun to synchronize myself with your breaking, you know for fun. JESUS CHRIST, ARE YOU SERIOUS!?! i just wanted to tell him that so bad. the other passengers noticed the big ass bruise i had and that nasty scratch that scrapped my skin, some even asked me “Girl, you okay? You need to go to hospital?” so nice. 

lesson learned: never ever ride a bus that is damn full. 

to end this very awesome day, i just lost all my chances. DANICE YOU ARE SUCH AN IDIOT, WHY DON’T YOU GO ON A CORNER NOW AND CRY. i want to slap myself so hard that it will bleed, yes that hard. i can’t believe myself that i would do that to him. he, himself told he’s uneasy with me now. just AHHHHHHHHHHHH, GOODDDAAAMMMN YOUU DANICE.

autobots, transform and roll out. and never come back.

i have to admit. i am damn pretty. HAHAHAHAHA, i joke i joke. no hate.

May 18, 2012

wow, my tumblr seems like a ghost town. it’s been a while since i touched the “add a text post” button. IB is seriously getting into me. these past couple of months have been real tight, and I’m not talking about my pants. but thank god it’s so damn chill now. except for the stupid Art assessment which i am cramming about like shit. 

on the plus side, i watched The Avengers 2 weeks ago and i must say, it is the best movie i’ve seen so far. so good that a bunch of teenage guys in front of us clapped. talk about being manly. it was damn good. captain america <3

just being random, i want to brag my new desktop photo,

meehhh domo all the way (y) sorry.

LATELY, i’ve been so bothered by the lower grades in my school. they are so bad ass. like literally BAD ASS. they would talk about smoking and drinking and how they come home at 1 am. bitch, i am thankful if i can sleep by 11. and i don’t think about smoking nor drinking, i rather think about what time does Phineas and Ferb comes on. instead of buying cigarettes and booze, i buy a cool pencil case.

back to the issue. i know it’s none of my business but they should know that they’re heading in the wrong direction. IT IS NOT COOL GUYS. appreciate this time of your life cause it only happens once, ONCE I TELL YOU. basically, YOLO. not YOLO IMMA DRINK AND GET HIGH. YOLO as in live it wisely, no regrets.

speaking of YOLO. since i do only live once, why not take the risk. that’s my problem now a days…, I’m not taking enough risks for my benefit. probably because I’m such a pussy, or maybe it’s just because I’m too scared of what’s actually gonna happen beyond my expectations. oh well. c’est la vie. 

autobots, transform and roll out.

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copyright violation after the other, thankfully youtube let me upload my video. jeez. it was all worth it though.

Sung Won, you have been an amazing person in my life. i can’t consider you as a friend anymore because you’re way more than that to me. 3 years of amazing and crazy friendship, from MRISA to MUN’s, to Pho sessions to Physics class, they’re all memorable. 

i may be a couple of thousands of kilometers from you, but screw it’s just space. 

happy birthday Sung Won, i am thankful and honored to be a part of your life. 

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April 10, 2012

well shit. it’s 2:44 am and I’m wide awake writing a blog entry. i know that i have to wake up early in the morning to run some errands and to go grab that stupid lab sheet for the stupid lab on a stupid subject. fuck I’m stupid. 

definition of a lazy student awake at 2 am in the morning. and instead of doing work she goes on tumblr. my life is awesome.

we haven’t talked in 4 days already and i feel like crap. but, i guess it’s for the best, makes me forget about you. LOLOLOLOLOL. danice wtffff. i gotta stop acting that my world revolves around him. eh, but you can’t stop your feelings, well you can but then you can’t learn anything from them. EHHHHH SO MUCH THINKING.

i tried this veet hair removal cream and it is the shit. way way way better than shaving. my legs feel like baby’s butt. the cream smells bad though but the results are so worth it (y) i would totally recommend it!

VIETNAM TOMORROW! 30 hours to be exact! excited as hell, but after when i get back, screwed as fuck cause 0 work has been done. 

ehehehehe i’ll be mcdonald’s cashier… unless that requires more stupid labs. 

autobots, transform and roll out.